There is a sadness that emanates from the depths of my soul.
It is too easy to blame it on external circumstances. This is deeper than that.
This is an internal struggle that has always been there.
One born out of loneliness, abandonment, lack of touch and appreciation.
I feel it on such a deep level – the pain that has always been held inside.
It is more than just from this world.
Please help me to understand it and release it. I don’t need it anymore. I let it go, and so it is.