The past few weeks have definitely been interesting.
I have gone from the highest highs, where I felt I had it all figured out (I have learned never to be so bold as there is no such thing as having it “all figured out”).
I was enjoying being able to be in the moment and the freedom that is emerging as I am settling into this solo journey I am on.
I had had so many epiphanies and was able to integrate them into everyday life.
And then…..I fell..…I flopped.
All that goodness was gone and the fear was back and I started looking to outward things to make me okay.
The truth is that looking to outward things was my way of feeling in control yet I know that they provide me with no control and no happiness at all.
Happiness never comes from outward sources whether they are material or whether they are relationships. It always comes from within.